Saturday, July 25, 2009

A New Page


Today marked a turning point in my life. Really, this is big. We bought a new car, which means we will over the next few weeks be selling my Dodge Neon that I have driven since I turned 16. The Neon has been a part of my life for quite a while, but this new Hyundai Sonata marks a new chapter upon my life. Am I officially 'grown up'? I think I may be an adult now...

Adelaide is just amazing. What a privilege to watch her grow each day. As she approaches 7 months old at a rather rapid pace, I try to revel in each day and not miss a thing. I find myself missing her when she takes a nap for longer than an hour. She started crawling a week ago, and it is just amazing to see her move herself around now. I think she is much happier being mobile. This afternoon, I laid down on the carpet with her and we just laughed at each other for several minutes. She would blow bubbles on my arm and then I would laugh which would make her laugh... it was an endless cycle, that brings joy to my heart even thinking about it. Oh how I wish she could stay little and grow up, all at the same time.

Adelaide sleeps about 13 hours each night and is only eating 4 times during the day, 3 of those meals being breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Her menu includes rice cereal, sweet potatoes, carrots, broccoli, apples, and as of tonight, sweet peas. We tried green beans, but she really didn't care for those, and I made some pears yesterday that she will get to taste this week. I love making her food, as it is quite simple right now with just purees. She also plays very well independently. I can leave her in her exersaucer in her room for very long periods of time, or on the carpet in the living room with her toys, and she has so much fun. She is so curious about everything. What a wonderful life.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

rest



6 months old! that's how old our baby girl is today. the past 6 months have literally flown by and i have had trouble keeping up. it all came to a halt as i woke up this morning feeling rather sick, which of course, i do not have any time for. adelaide's 6-mo. check up was today as well, so ben came on home after half a day of work to bring her to the pediatrician with me. she's perfect, no surprise there.

today was also the memorial service for Michael Jackson, which i mostly watched online. a sad sight, especially for his 3 young children. also made me reminiscent of my own father's service just a short time ago. still seems quite surreal that my dad has passed away. some days i feel it hard and strong and others it just doesn't quite seem like reality.

my days lately seem like a blur. i try to let life slow down and just breathe naturally, but it is hard to get air. i am becoming thirstier for a drink of life from my Jesus daily, and continue to pray that He would revive me with some fresh air.

i feel as though i'm learning a lot about life and about giving up my own will. it is hard not knowing what the Lord's plans are for our family in the immediate future, concerning ben's work and our location, but in the meantime i will soak up the goodness that we are now where we are supposed to be and it's usually for a bigger purpose than what i can see.

thank you, Lord, for a moment of peace amidst the chaos of life.